Growing up

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We all used to have some grand idea of who we'd become once we had grown up. Whether "growing up" entailed stacked facial hair that connected seamlessly like a 1000 piece puzzle, or the wallpaper of our bedroom being decorated with placards of success. In every aspect of our ambition we strived to become a more intricate version of our former self. A-caterpillar-to-a-butterfly. What we didn't know was the pain that would come along with growing up. The struggle of being hurt, lied to, and betrayed by the ones we loved was all but hidden from us. We had been deprived of the fundamental hurdles that would elevate us, rather than detriment us, from becoming our dream selves. It was as though the cracks that defined our fine edges had been hidden to withhold our perfection in our imperfection. We failed to understand that there is beauty in the struggle and pleasure in the turmoil, because the truth is: light only shines through if there is a crack in the wall.

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